1- un-understanding
Egyptian Arabic husband
with all meaning
of this word.
2- staying
alone no
relative no
family very few
friends because
that is my
husband's
personality for
the past
five years and
half.
At the beginning
of my marriage,
I tried hard to
let him live
simple easy
lovely
life. I tried
to help him but
with time I
became depressed,
frustrated and I
can't handle it
any more like
before. Maybe
because I am
alone as I told
you my family
and his family
are far living
in Egypt.
My marriage
was very quickly
in one week like
many of men do
when they want
to get married,
taking vacation
for a few days
or a week to
marry a woman
from his own
land.
I know I was
wrong because I
didn't give
myself enough
time to know him
but I depended
on knowing
his parents and
his sister. But
I didn't know
him in person because
he was living abroad
like I mentioned
before .
After I
decided to
asking divorce
because this is impossible
life like I am
in jail. I
have been
thinking about
children maybe
the children
will change him
because he is a
good man and
kind, but he
likes to live
alone, very quit,
doesn't want to
buy anything, he
likes to
stay at home all
the time and the
home doesn't
have any thing
good " old furniture
very old TV
...etc". So
anyway I tried
for four years with
doctors but I
can't be
pregnant.
At the beginning
the doctors told
us that my
husband is the
reason,
then we go to
for make it not
normal way like
any couple .This
cost us a
lot of money
with no result.
Finally the
doctors told us
that because my
body has changed
now by the age
of 38.and also
he said if you tried
this way from
the beginning,
there would have
been more
chances than
now. SORRY I
KNOW THIS WAS A
BIG LETTER TO
YOU BUT I APPRECIATE
WHAT YOU ARE
DOING. NOW MY
PROBLEM IS
38 years old
- no hope to
have a child to
become my
family, my
friend ,my
happiness and
amusement in the
foreign country.
should I divorce
and go back to
my family I feel
very very sad.
THANK YOU
Dear
Egyptian Castle